i wish i have a wings

i wish i have a wings so that i can fly away . i can see how are you feeling now . is it good ? is it not ?

i want to be with you wherever you go . near far . (: so that if something happen to you , to us , i still can be with you . i still can feel you even i cant touch you . (:

may dream comes true *

Harvard University Program Of Medicine or Johns Hopkins Program Of Surgery ?

remember ?

i still remember the first song u asked me to listen to is THUNDER - Boys like Girls .

especially for you :)

If there was something that i could say to make the sun shine and the rain go away . If there was something i could do - it hurts me to think that you're feeling so blue . so i'll be your umbrella , together we'll stand , to weather and storm , i'll be holding your hand . My wish for you is that this life becomes all you want it too . Your dreams stay big . Your worries stay small . In the world , there's no ♥ for me like yours . in the world , there's no love for you like mine . Why do i love you ? Bcox even i've foolishly let go of your hand , you've never let go of mine . And for that , i thank you and ♥ you even more (: I need three things in my life . The moon , the sun and you ! The moon for the night , the sun for the day and you for the rest of my life .

and both for you : 1 and 2

20 July 2010

1 day before my anniversary with my ♥

boring gila . tgh search pasal SEJARAH MALAYSIA MENDAPAT NAMA . susah gila nak dapat . haishh . knp pasal sejarah susah sgt ? pasal sex senang plak . annoying gila haishh . congrats lah leyla dapat broadband sendiri (: hehe

im too lazy today . im too miss you , sayang . lambat nya lah haishh nak weekend nak tunggu u balik . hmm . i tatau nak buat apa . dah lah hari ni class u habis lambat . i tatau nak buat apa . futsal lagi . haishhh .

sayanngggg . i wanna wish you HAPPY ANNIVERSARY , sweetheart . maybe , dua tahun nie kita bukan lah "bahagia" sangat , slalu gaduh , but the truth is , benda tuh lah yang bring us to the 2nd years anniversary *touched . haha , u have inspired me in so many way and i hope u always know that i always be with you . be with u deep down of your heart . u have me whenever u need me (: we need each other . i tau anniversary kita , u jauh dari i . but i really wanna feel like u're with me tomorrow . i promise u i dont cry just because u're not with me tomorrow . i love you . i miss you . i miss you so bad .

copy cat *

sama kan ? dia idol aku . so aku tiru dia . (:

benci bilang cinta *

Benci Bilang Cinta . best siott . tak miss tau crita nie . awal awal tgk mmg menyampah gila dgn dimas . ego . winda plak , gatal . and now , they're so happy together . cute kott . tapi yang annoying nya skg , dimas dgn winda bukan nak kuar dari kampung tuh . semalam mak winda dtg bukan nak ngaku je dia dimas . entong lah . apa lah . tak sabar untuk episode hari nie . kesian donny *adik winda . kena halau dgn boss dimas . padahal dia nak tau tuh dimas ke apa je . (: haishhhh . btw , for this sinetron okay ? crita indon yang 1st time best . hero nya Dimas Subekti yang dilakon kan Baim Wong and heroin dia Winda Kuncoro yang dilakon kan .

love love love *

6 Days Before My Second Years Anniversary With ♥

back- ache *

huhhh . saket gila badan kepala pusing pusing . benci gila . keja belum siap lagi . haishh . FB ni plak mcm bengong . orang click lain , dia keluar google search . WATAFAK ! dah letih gila nie . but , the most is , DAPAT MAKAN KEBAB . yesssssssssss . *thanks to hunny sbb nak blanja i . hehe . suka gila . then tgk iklan mcd tadi . wahhhhhhhhh . ada GCB ! grrr . mcm sedap siottt . nahhhh . tiap tiap hari on pon tak best gak kan ? rasa mcm nak hentak je laptop nie haaaa . tade apa yang menarik . TV plak . aduhh . apa lah crita melayu zaman skg ! menyampah tau tgk . meluat . annoying gila . dah lah mcm crita indon dah . duyung lah . apa lah . arhhhhhhhhhhh . bodohnya . especially kapoww ! GOD ! pengarah dia bajet je kuar statement kat dia cerewet sunting filem lama gila . skali drama pon tade rating . apa tak nya . budak2 pon tak nak tgk crita2 bodoh . sama mcm aziz m osman . aduhh . orang buat bionik dia buat jidin . tapi guna kostum RM20 = 20 hari shooting . haha . bodoh .

14 July 2010

1weeks left before my 2nd years anniversary with my ♥

boring gila ! salah plan kott . patutnya hari nie yang tak payah dtg skolah . tiap rabu nak kena balik lambat . apa dia pikir orang dah tade bnd lain nak bwt ? leceh tak tak ? haihh . bajet lah skolah nie boleh jadi skolah pandai . skolah bagus . skolah cemerlang . *throwing* brangan je lah , macik pengetua . tadi dalam 30++ yang lari ikut pintu blakang . WATAFAK ! and guess sapa ada skali ? hahah . dork okay . DORK . one more time DORK ! nerd tuhh . klakar siot . haishhh . dah lah ngantuk . 1st subject BM . then GEO . recess time .gie beli makanan . nak tggu hotdog gila lama wehh . perut dah lapar . then AGNES HO MAY YING tlg ambk kan hotdog *thanks , ho . makan makan . then naik class . blajar AGAMA then MATH . wuhoooo . ktorang blajar Linear Equations 2 . for the 1st time i rasa math senang . *eceh . blagak . ngantuk gila hari . and asyk fikir pasal nightmare tuh jee . lepas MATH sejarah . buat latihan siket . then KOKO time . grr . dah malas nak join scout sebab ada acap jongang tuh . YUCK ! then balik . balik je mommy tade . ambk laptop and online.

Yes and No

when everyone else in yourlife says NO to you . I wanna be one person who always says YES (: ♥

love love love *

hehe . hari nie skolah . penat sikit sbb puasa*then datang datang je najah ckp "yehhhh ! spain mng ! kesian torres kaki dia cramp" huhh . wtv . then ada assembly . bencinya lah haihhhhh . nasib baik mak leyla *pengetua tade hari nie , haha . kalau tak , banyak ckp lah dia . then aku dgn leyla gelak FAI : gelak lah korang . I DGN LEYLA : haha . kesian . aku tgk fai lepas tuh suruh leyla tgk muka dia . fai angkat kepala plak . naik atas ashlah dtg ckp fai ada masalah . then fai dtg ada prbualan berlaku . LEYLA : aku rasa nak makan dkt kantin lah . FAI : yelah . aku blanja . tapi korang kena lah layan aku . haha . then terus okay . ramai cikgu tak datang . so banyak tak blajar . borak2 . then fai kata IKRAM <----nak barang dia balik . WATAFAK ! apa punya laki kau ni ikram ? mcm budak - budak . then , revenge time ! aku mintak fai gmbr ikram then ktorang conteng , koyak2 . ambk beg dia , kitorang conteng puas puas . haha . kau nak eh bag kau ? ambk lah . heheheh .
then fai bagi aku duit suruh topup . blajar math kejap , tgk abg dgn agnes dah baik . gedik je aku tgk ! balik , tdr then bgn terus on . cepat lah brbukaaaaaaaaaaaa !

no lies just love *

hey . what a boring day . im sorry for everything . sorry for the lies . sorry sorry sorry .i did this cause im madly in love with you . so , pls ! FORGIVE me , man

AGNES HO MAY YING , be strong okay . if u still love him , just tell him okay ? everything gonna be fine , buddy . aku pandai lah nak nasihat . aku pon teruk ! loser !



haishhh.

lots of love ,adawiyahR

*sad*

why am i crying right now . i read leyla's blog and suddenly tears run out i really sorry HAZWAN . i know i shouldnt do that to you . im sorry okay , syg ? i cant stop think about you .
i love you so much . more than everything !

sizzling yee mee :)

slurppppppppppp ! sedap kan ? thanks , syg sbb bwk i gie jj and makan yee mee . bukan apa . teringin gila gila . dah lama tak makan . skg i tringin nak makan ice cream mcd and kyros kebab . haisshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . sedih nya lah i kalau tak dapat makan tuh kan ?

im sorry*

sorry for being like an idiot . i dont know im leaving just like that . seriously i thought u're already in the bus . bila i turun dari bus , im stuck in the rain . wait till the rain stop falling down . i basah gila . then u marah i . the word "gie mam" just came out from u . really sorry . i dont why im acting like this . egois . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry . sorry .

who will win this FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 ? (:


OR

what a day (?)

haishh . what a day . mcm orang gila aku on pepagi buta . tatau nak bwt apa . bukan FB then leyla kata blogskins nie cantek . thanks leyla . then update apa yang patut . berFB dgn najah kejap . siot doh fai ada bf tak btau . tape tape . aku ingat , fai . :( tatau nak update apa lagi . tatau nak tulis apa . hari nie nak gie jj . nak makan . yeyeh , dapat gak aku makan , hehe boring gila . dgn belum mandinya lagi . hehe . slumber je kan ? tapi nie kira okay lagi dari blm bgn kan ? tade bola pon nak bgn lambat . tak faham betul !

9july 2010

today , boring gila , gie skolah . tidur jeeeeeeeeeeee . ngantuk . haha . pastu leyla dtg cucuk2 aku dgn fai . sebok je kacau orang nak tdr . dia kata lah ada cikgu lah apa lah . yelah tuh . then mak FAI masuk class . mcm biasa , dia bodek cikgu lagi . why she keep kissing someone's ass huhh ? nyampah aku boyan tuh . then buat keja . habis salin nota , apa lagi ? memekak lah kan . untill rehat cikgu tirmizi lmbt masuk . bila masuk dia hyper semacam . dia mmg pelik . haishh , then class science . fai gie main tgn aku . mmg syok ah aku tidur . haha . teacher kuar masuk plak cikgu sash . buat2 keja dia . BALIKKKKKKKKKKK ! naik bus , aidel ckp "cuba kau senyum. tiap2 hari monyok" then kawan dia kata "kau tak hbs2 suruh orang senyum" dan mereka pon bgaduh . then ada old indian man suruh aku naik cepat . lady's first . aku naik jelah . balik rumah , ambik laptop online ahhhhhh . then off , makan , tidur . bangun , mandi , tgk BBC , online lagi (: mmg . hidup saya sangat membosankan . (:
so , untill then ,

♥lots of love, adawiyahR♥

what the ?

what the ? tyra knp kau sebok dkat sebelah nie ? kau nak kena tampar ke . kau dah lah buruk . meremang bulu roma kau ddk dekat sebelah nie . kau dah lah annoying . benci gila dgn kau . kau tunggu time kau update blog adek ddk sebelah kau sambil kutuk apa yang kau tulis . well kau kan suka tulis bnd yang mengarut . "oh mat tiarap ku" . "tiarap lah diatas ku" . blablabla . kau apahal huh ? kau dah lah poser . kwn2 kau semua poyo . kau kan kawan dgn fashion designer , photographer , model , kawan dgn bdk bdk community . yelah kau kan hot . dah lah kau suka mengintai faez *rambut nak gie downtown . ngaku je kau suka dia tapi dia bukan mat tiarap , harap kau faham . duit dia mmg banyak tapi rambut dia tak sehat . huhh .

okay .

sekarang . saya nak cakap , tgk ! aku dah lupa nak tulis apa sbb sebok tulis pasal mat lampir ni . =______________=

hey , i love you

I look even know deep in the eyes of my soul mate, in the eyes that were so stranger to me at the beginning.
I feel it is above me, above my being, that my life has no meaning, but I also know that being together would kill us, because we would burn each other, as we both are much above the life of the other! We are like the poles of a magnet which attract themselves because they are opposite, but if they were united the magnetism would disappear.
This is why we will always attract ourselves seeking us in the other until death will make us forget each other in the instant of an eternal moment. Let's not forget that that moment too, no matter how eternal it is, is just a moment and nothing else. What about then?
Then will we seek each other restlessly again, in the infinity where we where born to die again, still wrapped in this cloak of vanity, of the impossibility of ever becoming close?

♥lots of love , adawiyahR♥

L.O.V.E

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. We had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two

happy birthday (:

happy belated birthday , sayang . (: i hope you know that i will always love you . u're the only one who understand me (: thanks for the day , okay ? look after my heart . i've left it with you . and the sound of your heart . its the most significant sound in my world . i love you more than my own world . wishing you the treasure of happy yesterdays and the gift of bright tomorrows . happy birthday . i love you forever and ever and ever (:
heart you , MUHD HAZWAN B AZMAN .

follow me

haha . now , everybody can follow me . tatau nak bwt apa . wan tak hbs2 nak cari gaduh . i silap siket je . haihh . guys . so hard to understand . haisshh . i still love you okay . leyla ada post me some blog . tgh nak check . emm . karingeri.blogspot.com .dont ever u guys try to tgk2 .

sorry*

i made a lots of mistakes today . sorry . goodbye world .
------end of the world----------



♥sincerely , adawiyah♥

orang bilis ?

ahaaaaaaaaaa . baru balik dari carefour . penat gilaaaa . and tetiba trasa nak mengutuk si wan . mwahahha . korang tau ikan bilis tak ? haa . yg ikan kecik2 rangup dalam nasi goreng tuh . ikan bilis lah tuh . tuh sejenis ikan bilis . tapi korang penah dgr orang bilis tak ? bukan orang iblis . iblis tuhh korang . ni orang bilis . haha . aku jumpa time aku search FB . ya ALLAH . mula2 kesian . lama2 , satu rumah tergelak tgk gmbr tuh . mwahha . disini aku bawakan khas gambar ORANG BILIS nie . taraaaaaaaaaaa !sooooooooooo . ada sesapa yang kenal dia ? aku malas lah nak btau nama dia . dia hanya mau dikenali sebagai mat . nie gambar 8thn yang lalu . skg HANDSOME dah diaaa .*handsome ke ? nie lah orangnyahaha . actually mat bukan nama sebenar ni bf i . i still love him no matter how ugly he is . ikan bilis ke , garfield ke , he's the only one who win my heart (: MUHD HAZWAN BIN AZMAN . im sorry . bukan nak malu kan u . saja suka suka . jangan marah okay . i love youu .

freak

what a bored day (: mommy nak gie carefour . nak ikutttttttttttt . bye

again . boring *

haha . boring nya . skg pukul 10.06 . smlm tgk game germany vs argentina . germany menang . 4-0 . pape entah . tak faham lgsg dgn bola . why dont u guys bagi bola dkat each of the player . tak lah dorang berebut2 sampai tolak2 , sepak kaki pastu nangis . muehh . then sepak penalti . WTF ! haha .

hari nie bgn pukul 9.28 . tukar baju turun bawah TENGOK paper *tengok ok . bukan baca . then ada site kata ayu dgn zaquan nak tunang . waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh . lucky her ! dah lah zaquah handsome . kaya plak tuh . meowwwww ! geram betul . haha . then naik atas balik online . tgk tv . bersih kan beban laptop nie . tatau ada apa yang bwt laptop nie hang . anybody knows ? haihssss .
bukak FB . aiyoo . tade pape . boring je . orang yang on mst harith . tatau lah apa yang dia blh jmp time on . membazir masa je tau . then bukak blog . tulis post nie . wahhhhhhh . tatau nak tulis apa . oh yeeeeeeeeeeee . hari nie 4july . lagi 4 hari birthday wan .


♥lots of love ; adawiyah ♥

hello

hell-0 . lama gila tak menulis dkat sini =___________=
hari tuh kuar dgn kawan kawan tyra *saleh , hariz , kawan saleh 1 , kawan saleh 2 . a lots of fun . best gileeeeeeeeeeeee . haha . penat . then ada snap pict byk gila . ada dlm FB . then , on the next day kuar dgn mommy pulak . lagi lah penat . haha . jalan jalan tanpa arah dan tujuan . haihh .

isnin penat dah nak gie skolah . selasa skolah dapat result mid-term . TJ num satu . num 2 goes to GTG and guess who dapat num 3 ? haha . comfirm2 lah i kan ? ada ke orang lagi pandai dari i . *berlagak gila . ashlah jeles jee . rabu kuar . beli jam . hehe . sama dgn leyla and fai .

bengang dgn saleh . =_______= khamis tade apa yang special . PJK cigu tak dtg . bapak dia meninggal . then lepak dkat surau tukar baju . then cigu cnselor skolah kata ktrg *i , leyla , ashlah , fai and peah ponteng . padahal ktrg tukar baju . lantak dia lah . mcm dia tak pnh ponteng class zaman dia skolah duluh . huh . jumaat malas nak gie skolah .

lagi 5days birthday wan . haihhh . tatau nak bg apa . ofcox its must be somthng special for someone special kan . haihhh . wtv . so , untill then .

lots of love, adawiyah♥